Wednesday, July 1, 2026

Editor's Corner

 

 By Mary E. Adair

 

 

“In summer, the song sings itself.”
– William Carlos Williams 

 

 

 

 

July!  The "Be yourself and Have fun" month of Summer!  What are you planning to live your dream?  Here in the western desert area of Texas the heat can be too much to roam around in - better to stay inside with an excellent Air Conditioner. And that's a good time to read this issue of Pencil Stubs Online.

Our poetry this month brings back a few favorite authors like Mark Crocker with "To My Best Friend," and "Cloudy" by M Jay Mansfield. Bruce Clifford's two poems are "Knowing You" and "Empty Without You." "Oh Cedar," Golden Eyes," and "Extravagant Moon Poem" are by John I. Blair. Bud Lemire's poem is "Double Entendre."

Walt Perryman's poems are "A Few Mysteries and Secrets of My Exciting Life," "To All You Fathers," "Men, This is Father's Day," and "Another Walt Perryman SAGA." Yours truly shows "Should I Meditate" and "My Mind Doesn't Need A Cane."

An interesting article authored by Christopher Reburn is titled "What Happens in The First Minute After We Die?" Reburn, a longtime friend, is a popular Consultant, Medium, and Astrologist with many years experience.

Our authors have submitted some interesting columns for this month. Judith Kroll's is almost poetry, with her intense pleasure in observing the lovely area around her home. "On Trek" is the title of her column and it is like a journey.

Marilyn Carnell's "Sifoddling Along" muses on the changes that occur as the years slip by. A different viewpoint emerges with time, and one finds oneself with new reactions to even minor happenings.

Thomas F. O'Neill's "Introspective" is a veritable welcome to July and to the memories it evokes. Pauline Evanosky's column "Woo Woo" delves into changes we may feel we should make and offers some "How To" suggestions.

"Irish Eyes" by Dublin's Mattie Lennon reports on Ireland's annual Listowel's Writers' week that was just closing as our last issue was published.  He discusses some of the highlights and including two books that any writer should hail happily.  

Melinda Cohenour's column "Armchair Genealogy" has updates on the murder trial and sentencing that DNA played such a significant detector role on. She is also handling the cooking column since her husband Rod who was doing it passed away. The recipe for this month was based on our mother's and was mostly unwritten. Melinda worked to restore and share it in "Cooking with Rod's Family."

We can't close this column without expressing our love and gratitude to our webmaster and co-founder Michael L. Craner. We have known him for many years and his encouragement and caring never falters. Just must say "Thanks, Mike!"

We are looking forward to seeing everyone in August.  School will be the big news as it begins its Fall schedule.





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Cooking with Rod's Family

                                 

By Melinda Cohenour 

 

 

 

 Cooking with Rod's Family

 

 



 

 

It is now July and July can be hot, hot, hot! However, we also have those rather cool evenings when we're just flat out tired of sandwiches and salads. Those nights call for an easy to prepare, filling, and heart-warming meal that brings about memories of our youth and our Mom's delicious homemade soup! Here's my take on that priceless memorable meal ... with just a few of my own additions. Hope you enjoy!


                 Ms Loaded Baked Potato Soup


INGREDIENTS:
* 6 medium Potatoes
* 1 qt. Chicken Broth, use what you need to just cover your potatoes and add water as necessary. (See instructions but the chicken broth should make up most of the boiling liquid for the potatoes)
* 2 cans (10.5 oz. each) Cream of celery soup
* Small amount of margarine or butter to saute celery
* 5 stalks fresh celery, de-stringed, and cut in thin slices. Make half moons of the larger base stalks to keep a uniform size. Saute in small amount of butter until just tender. Add to potatoes as they boil and simmer to continue cooking and imparting their flavor 
* 8 oz. brick Cheddar cheese grated fresh
* 1/2 lb bacon, crisply cooked, drained, and crumbled 
* 1 bunch Fresh green onions, washed, roots and any wilted leaves removed before dicing
* 1 cup Milk (more if needed. See below)

INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Prepare the potatoes. Wash, peel, slice in circles (about 1/4" - as thick as your little finger). Cut those circles into 4 pieces. Put in the pot you plan to make soup in.

Add enough chicken broth to just cover the potatoes. Add a little water on top. About a cup or so. Put on medium high heat until it starts to boil. Turn heat down a little to let it simmer. 

Check every so often to make sure the potatoes are not sticking to the bottom and scorching. That would ruin the whole meal. If liquid is getting too low, add more water.

When a fork stuck in a potato goes in REAL EASY the potatoes are done. They should actually start getting mushy and the liquid thick. If you wish you can mash A FEW of the potatoes. RETAIN ALL THE LIQUID. That is the base of your soup.

2. Add cans of cream of celery soup. Rinse out each can with a small amount of milk. Stir well.

Once it's heated through, check how thick it is. Add milk to thin if necessary. 

3. Just before serving add cheese and stir. (Save a small amount of cheese and bacon and green onions to garnish the bowls before serving. It doesn't take much to make it pretty.)

4. Stir in balance of bacon and green onions and stir. Give it a very few minutes for the added goodies to heat. If too thick, add milk and stir well to heat but not allow scorching 

Serve with crackers or a crisp bread. Salad is always good with soup and the beverage of your choice. 

Bon appetit ~~!

 




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Irish Eyes



By Mattie Lennon
 
 
 
QUILT, APHANTASIA AND THE MULTITALENTED MAN FROM MOYVANE  
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 The closing of Listowel Writers’ week was too close to the deadline for the May/June Pencilstubs for me to give you much information about that wonderful festival.

Quilt, a novel, by acclaimed writer/ playwright and Listowel native Tony Guerin was launched on May30th.   Quilt is set in the fictional village of Kilinver, it is a  novel in which  stories, feelings and prejudices stretch across several generations.  One character is Nell Burrows and her long-standing resentment of poet Pete Crotty.  Revenge at its best . . . or worst.

It is published by JM Agency www.jm.agency.  The publisher worked through every stage of the journey with the author Tony Guerin, including editorial development, design, production and marketing.    One of Listowel’s favourite literary sons and contemporary voices has managed to get inside the head of each one of the characters in this 45 chapter 710 page novel including Nell Burrow’s dog, Blue. Using a type of Kerry Stream of consciousness he successfully passes the result on to the reader.   Dublin native and award-winning author Christine Dwyer Hickey describes this treasure as, “‘a melody of varying colours and shades of diamonds, some stitched with threads of gold, others with barbed wire”

Beckett said, “Mr Joyce puts everything in, I leave everything out.” I think Tony Guerin falls somewhere between the two.

What would either or both think of him  and what  would Omar Khayyam think of Lowry from Kilinver sketching his poetry in English and Irish for adults and for children insides of about seventy Gold Flake boxes, “near enough the full-full-stretch of Rubaiyat  . . . in its intricate imagery”?



Don’t miss Quilt.

 
A Natural Variation in Some Human Beings.

Imagine you’re hungry and trying spuds with cabbage and bacon in your mind but—surprise!—there’s just a void where your imagination should be. There are people who can’t.

I’m sure you have met at least one person who, when told that a nut should be turned anti-clockwise, will put a lot of effort to turn it the opposite way and tighten it further.

Usually it would be pointless to ask such a person to visualise the Sydney Opera House, Mount Brandon or a beautiful blonde beside the Blessington Lakes... Such a person is unable to voluntarily create mental images in their mind’s eye. 

Just imagine if you were trying to picture any one of the above in your mind’s eye but—surprise!—there’s just a void where your imagination should be. There are people who can’t because they have a condition- and I have just discovered the word for it,- it’s Aphantasia.   It’s a condition where the “mind’s eye” is on permanent vacation. Now, mix that with the famously vivid storytelling tradition of the Irish, and you’re in for a curious clash of cultures.

We, the inhabitants of this green and misty island, are renowned for our ability to paint pictures with words. We don’t just tell you about a sunset; no, we practically make you taste the salty sea breeze and feel the peat smoke in the air. But what if someone with Aphantasia tries to keep up?        The Irish storyteller begins,    “And the hills were as green as the shamrocks in spring…” Meanwhile, the Aphantasic person sits silently, thinking, “So… green? Like, exactly how green? And what kind of hill are we talking about here?”

In a land where imagining the leprechaun’s pot of gold or the shape of the dancing Riverdance is practically a national sport, Aphantasia is like being asked to describe Dublin’s fair city without ever having seen a map. For the Irish Aphantasic, hearing a poetic description might feel like trying to follow the plot of a soap opera with half the characters missing and the rest speaking in riddles.

On the bright side, the Irish with Aphantasia never have to worry about nightmares of banshees or phantom hounds. The ghost stories are endless, but the images? Utterly blank. It’s like a comforting mental pub where the imagination stays quiet, nursing a pint of reality.

And the good news is that according to the experts this condition is considered a medical one, a disease or disability. We are asked to think of it as a natural variation in some human beings. And we are warned that while, “Mental imagery is a visual form of memory, and memory is of course required in various types of learning. However, what we need to be wary of is the inference that because ability A (creating mental images) can enhance ability B (reading comprehension) then the absence of ability A is likely to lead to the absence of ability B. As we know, this is simply not always the case in learning. For example, reading sheet music might aid your ability to learn to play the piano, however, not being able to read sheet music does not mean you will not be able to learn to play the piano.”

So here’s to the Irish and our remarkable minds—whether we paint vivid mental murals or prefer a blank canvas. After all, sometimes the best stories are the ones we share, not just see.

Sláinte to the imaginations we have, and the ones we don’t!



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THE MULTI-TALENTED MAN FROM MOYVANE.

Declan Kiberd, Mary Kennelly, Bernard O’ Donoghue, Gyozo Ferencz, Tom Hubbard, James J. Kennelly, Jo Slade, Eilis Ni Dhuibhne, Paddy Bushe, Micheál DeMordha, Alan Titley

 
 Gabriel Book Cover
 
Did you ever think you would find the work of those eleven literary luminaries from Ireland, Scotland, Hungary and the USA between the covers of the same book? I thought not. Well new you’ll have it. Gabriel Fitzmaurice. The Poet and His Work edited by Jessie Lendennie and published by Salmon was also launched at Listowel Writers’ Week. And the aforementioned eleven, between them, cover every aspect of Gabriel Fitzmaurice who has, among other things, published more than sixty books. His poetry in English and Irish for adults and for children and his translations from the Irish are all covered.  Details from Kerry Writers Museum, kerrywritersmuseum@gmail.com

The late Fred John Johnston summed up Gabriel with brevity, “poetry’s answer to John B. Keane.”

See you in August.
 




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Woo Woo

 

 

By Pauline Evanosky

 

Never Look Back - July, 2026 

 


Regret is a sorry state of affairs. Sure, you could have turned left 27 years ago, and life might have been different for you, but if you keep looking back to that moment that happened so long ago, you’re not moving forward, are you?

It’s how people get stuck in ruts. Being stuck in a rut is not a fun place to be. You know why? Because you don’t always realize you’re in a rut until something happens to cause you to realize it.

It’s like catching a glimpse of yourself in a mirror and realizing that you’re going gray. Were you to count them, you’d have about 50 gray hairs on your head. How come nobody said anything? It’s because it was a gradual thing. Upon realizing this, you either buy some hair dye (doing it at the hairdresser's will set you back a good $120. Ask me how I know.) or you could buy a hat. There is no way you can stop being gray, unless, of course, you start shaving your head. Barring that drastic turn of events, you might eventually just decide to live with your gray hair. By the time you notice it again, there are just too many hairs to count. There’s nothing worse than regretting the days of your youth. I should know, I’m 70 years old, and that gray hair of mine? It’s starting to turn white in places.

It's like being depressed. If you’re depressed, either get some therapy, because I’d say you need a tune-up, or get a prescription from your doctor. Not the best idea in the world, but then, everybody is different, and sometimes conditions can only be treated that way. What I do is write. It’s helped me for many years. The other thing you could do if you find yourself stalled is learn to move forward in life.

How do you do that?

Well, one thing you could do is learn to practice patience. By the way, none of this is something that is either automatic or a fix-all. You are a continuous work in progress, and learning patience takes many years. A hint would be to start being patient with yourself. Then, as you do that, you can move out and be patient with senior drivers, with people who rush through grocery stores, with people who are idiots (I’m still working on that one). There is no solution out there that can promise that if you do everything they recommend, you will be patient in six months. It just doesn’t work that way.

I remember the time when I realized I was learning how to be patient. I was at the grocery store. The place was crowded with customers, and somehow, they all ended up wanting to check out at the same time. There was only one cashier on duty. She looked to be new and was having some sort of problem. I could tell she was frightened and trying not to panic. Like a bunch of piranhas scenting blood, a few people in line began to grumble. Then, more chimed in. It really was like observing a piranha feeding frenzy. It was also contagious because, as the seconds ticked by, more and more shoppers started grumbling and complaining. I realized I was not concerned either about the wait or about the people in the store. I could only think I was being patient. 

Is that the only thing you can work on? No. I’d recommend that you work on all sorts of things all at the same time. Which do you choose first? I’d say the one that is most irritating to you, the one that makes you sad, the one you can’t ignore. Accepting people who act like idiots is always a good choice. 
Remember, you cannot change anyone else in the world, but you can change yourself. So, get started.

What if you say you are happy being you just the way you are? Let me ask you: did you ever have a dream years ago to do something, and then give it up? 

What if you wanted to be a ballerina and you stopped because somebody told you that you weren’t tall enough or your neck wasn’t long enough? Phooey on that. Be as involved in being a ballerina as you can be. Eventually, physically, I’d say you’d have trouble performing as a ballerina, but you could always promote the idea. You could teach a class. You could tutor somebody. You could write a book. You could have a YouTube channel and just talk about it. There are others interested in the same way you are who would be interested in what you have to say.

I’ve always operated on the premise that the people who want to listen to me will find me. And that one, folks, does take patience. 

So, you don’t have to give up dreams. You only have to adjust them somewhat.

Learn something new. Learn a new language. Learn a few exercises to keep you fit and your muscles strong. Take a walk. 
Learn how to draw. Draw small things. You don’t need to draw a three-foot-tall portrait or a landscape until you’re ready for something like that. Draw balls. Draw rectangles. Put shadows in the pictures. Start drawing puppies, cats, or birds. Draw fruit and vegetables. Find a photograph, or take your own, and copy it.  Draw it.

Be your own cruise director. Find some things to do that appeal to you. 

The thing is that whatever you learn with any of those hobbies or pastimes is going to affect everything you do. 

You wonder how drawing will help you work in an office. Well, for one thing, drawing will have taught you what is spatially pleasing to the eye. 

If people complain about there not being enough room in the office, you might help with that. That people are always running into each other and creating bottlenecks, even though you are not specifically trained in workspace design, you could take a pretty good stab at it and redecorate your office, improving the quality of workdays for everyone. Hint: get something to heat water or make coffee. Get some plants in to help lift spirits. 

You could even establish a quick five-minute workout for everyone to do at their desks. Signal workout routines, or meditative breaks, by ringing a bell. Everyone would hear the bell and know that in a few minutes, a break would happen. That way, they could wind up a phone call or even finish an email. Or, instead of taking a break at their desks, you could gather out on the lawn or in a break room, and others who do not want to participate can continue working at their desks.

Learn a little Feng Shui, for instance, when you walk in a door, the money corner is the farthest left-hand corner of the room. If it is a dismal corner, that’s where you can put a plant. Or, putting a mirror at eye level on the wall behind a stove is a sure-fire way to cook better meals. I mean, if the cook can see you coming up behind them, they aren’t going to be startled. We wouldn’t want to frighten the cook and ruin the night’s meal.

Thanks for reading. I know I wasn’t entirely concentrated on the WooWoo this month, but it did speak to something near and dear to my heart. How to help people be happier.

Love,
Pauline 

 

  



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Armchair Genealogy

 

 By Melinda Cohenour

 

 

 Armchair Genealogy - Sentenced! LISK

 

          

Rex Allen Heuermann appeared in court June 17, 2026. His appearance was an event awaited impatiently by those of us who have followed the Gilgo Beach Serial Killer case for more than a decade now. And, the shock value of his appearance did not disappoint. But, more about that later. 

First, let's set the stage for readers unfamiliar with the subject.  

As promised, this column documents the latest legal twist in Rex Heuermann's arrest and investigatory results into his actions as the suspected perpetrator of the deaths of multiple women in the case known as the Gilgo Beach Serial Killer. 

To fully appreciate the historic importance of this case, it is essential to provide readers as yet unversed in the matter with a timeline of events. This case is notorious for the length of time it has taken to apprehend the man monster central to the horrific events. 

In order to fully comprehend the causative factors creating the interminable length of time between discovery of the Gilgo Four, the interrupted investigation, and the ultimate surprise revealed in the most recent Court date, a history must be iterated. 

Many of these events have been published in prior columns of Armchair Genealogy. A crime focused column? Oh, by no means. But as a result of your author's insatiable curiosity about DNA and how it may be utilized in genealogical research, one key area has involved the advances in processing genetic traces. First, we explored the case of the Golden State Killer. Fascinating. 

But our interest in the Gilgo Beach Serial Killer case (also known as the LISK, Long Island Serial Killer case) arose years ago when coverage of National news reported the search for a missing woman who had made a series of 911 calls. Hysterical, breathless, a woman begging for help and repeating. "Someone is after me. They want to kill me." That woman was Shannan Gilbert. Her first 911 call was made just after 5:00 a.m. from a fashionable, gated community East of Gilgo Beach named Oak Beach. Shannan had fled a client's home and would seek safety in at least two neighboring domiciles before becoming lost. The date was May 1, 2010.

Thus began what became an extensive search but began as a rather ineffective visit by local police. The accusation that stalled the first efforts? The woman was a sex worker, a common prostitute with a history of drug use. Her driver/protector a man of Oriental heritage, last name Pak, had attempted to calm her. To get in his car. To let him return her to New York and assuage the temper and "confusion" of her John. 

What made this matter the beginning of a serial murder case that promises to go down in crime annals as the most convoluted in history was the stubborn persistence of Shannan's mother, Mari Gilbert, to keep her name and the search for her in the news and before the police as a demand for equal dignity. FIND MY DAUGHTER was the demand not voiced so rudely but clearly the intent behind every trip to the police station and every contact to any news media: television, radio, journal, magazine, or podcast. Mari would not relent. She was (and Shannan's case remains his focus) represented by an eccentric but meticulous attorney named John Ray. 

Let's begin the path of events that culminated in the June 17, 2026 court hearing most recently splashed on all media. More about that ... Later in this report.

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It's 1979 and a teenaged boy is found dead, choked to death by rocks, stones, grit and marbles forcibly stuffed into his mouth. Four local youths are suspected of the murderous assault. They're suspected of neighborhood thefts and mischief. But, hey! The local constabulary has an outstanding 96% maybe 98% CONFESSION rate. They'll wrap this up quickly, gaining more rep and political glory for young Assistant DA Tom Spota. 

Of course, any knowledgeable law enforcement professional will attest to the improbability ... Nay, imPOSSibility ... of that high a rate. Undoubtedly, some rubber hose interrogations are taking place. Right? 

Just as the parents of the four accused begin questioning the thin confession behind the arrests, a stalwart young man comes forward. He has a remarkable school grade average, no troubled history, clean, neat and a neighborhood kid familiar with the four accused. His name? James Charles Burke. He aspires to become a cop and is willing to testify against the four. Tom Spota accepts. The four are convicted (their convictions later overturned). Spota is impressed with young Burke. A storied relationship has begun. 

Years pass. Spota advances politically.  James Burke attains his desire. He becomes a New York policeman in the 1980's. He enjoys a decent salary, but like most New York cops he has heard of the amazing disparity in the salaries of the lucky guys who get hired in nearby Suffolk County. (Rumors say today's Suffolk County detective makes like $350,000 annually and goes on to retire with a lifetime pension! Even 40 years ago the salary would be impressive.) Burke gets hired in Suffolk County some time later in 1980. 

Tom Spota was elected District Attorney of Suffolk County and in 2002 hired James Burke to become head of the DA's Detective squad. (Spota is Burke's "rabbi," his "hook," the guy pulling strings as needed for his Star Witness of so many years ago.) But Burke has developed some not so clean affinities: a reputation for drink and drugs, and illicit fraternity with local prostitutes. He's even "lost his police-issued gun" a couple times. Once it was found in the possession of a local prostitute with whom Burke is reported to have engaged in sexual acts in his patrol car! No. Young clean, smart Burke has not aged well. A report is made to Internal Affairs that Burke needs investigating. Somehow, nothing comes of it.

December 11, 2010, young K9 Officer John Mallia and his cadaver dog Blue, a German Shepherd, engaged in a search for Shannan Gilbert along Ocean Parkway, the road leading from Oak Beach where she was last known to be seen. Blue detects the scent of decomposition and leads Officer Mallia to a body wrapped in burlap, printed specifically for hunters' use in brushy, briar filled locales. It is not Shannan Gilbert but Melissa Barthelemy. Over the next two days searchers find three more sets of remains in close proximity. They are later identified as Megan Waterman, Amber Lynn Costello, and Maureen Brainard-Barnes. They would become known as the Gilgo Four. 

Subsequent searches would result in the location of both skeletonized and partial sets of remains of ten victims along that lonely, dense, forbidding stretch of brush. One set of remains extends westward into the area of Gilgo Beach that lay within Nassau County. Immediately, law enforcement professionals from both counties and the FBI begin investigating what is clearly apparent as the dumping ground of a prolific serial killer.

In 2012, in the midst of the Gilgo Beach Serial Killer investigation, James Burke is named Chief of Police even though documents show an anonymous report by several members of the department  recommending he not be appointed and listing the accusations mentioned above. Tom Spota, however, strongly backed his boy Burke to newly elected County Executive Steve Bellone, a move that would elevate Burke to Chief from his civil service rank of sergeant (albeit with 10 years heading up Spota's DA detective squad). The warning was dismissed. Burke made the leap. 

Burke, remarkably, kicks the FBI off the case. He methodically begins removing key, seasoned detectives from their positions and does not order debriefings! No shown loyalty to Chief Burke? As Yogi Berra would say, "You're outta here!"

In May of 2013, however, the hornet's nest gets struck. Burke is arrested in connection with the arrest of Charles Loeb, common thief and drug addict, who broke into Burke's police car and stole his duffel bag. Within that bag, Burke had secreted drugs, porn films, sex toys and proof of many of the allegations made before his naming as Chief. Burke and several of his loyal officers took part in extended, hours long beating of Loeb in an attempt to quiet his allegations. It did not work. Subsequent occurrences resulted in charges for the beating, coercion of witnesses, and for the cover-up engaged in by Burke and his rabbi, Tom Spota. Federal charges resulted in prison time for both. 

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The momentum in the investigation of the Gilgo Beach Serial Killer does not just slow, it stops.  Nothing is heard about the case for years - almost a decade - other than an occasional inquiry posed to one of the many investigative reporters who followed the case vigorously before ... 

Before Mari Gilbert was dead. Killed ironically by her remaining daughter, Shari, who experienced what the investigation would conclude was a heartbreaking psychotic break. She called her mother for help and when Mari arrived, she stabbed her to death. 

Before the law enforcement professionals who had poured their efforts into the case for several years were without a leader, their department disgraced (guilt by association in most cases) by the stupendous federal indictments, trials and convictions of Burke and Spota. 

And before the later events leading up to the recent shocking court appearance ...

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The conclusion - to date - of this story will be exposed in next month's column. Hope to see you here.
  

 



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