Wednesday, July 1, 2026

Editor's Corner

 

 By Mary E. Adair

 

 

“In summer, the song sings itself.”
– William Carlos Williams 

 

 

 

 

July!  The "Be yourself and Have fun" month of Summer!  What are you planning to live your dream?  Here in the western desert area of Texas the heat can be too much to roam around in - better to stay inside with an excellent Air Conditioner. And that's a good time to read this issue of Pencil Stubs Online.

Our poetry this month brings back a few favorite authors like Mark Crocker with "To My Best Friend," and "Cloudy" by M Jay Mansfield. Bruce Clifford's two poems are "Knowing You" and "Empty Without You." "Oh Cedar," Golden Eyes," and "Extravagant Moon Poem" are by John I. Blair. Bud Lemire's poem is "Double Entendre."

Walt Perryman's poems are "A Few Mysteries and Secrets of My Exciting Life," "To All You Fathers," "Men, This is Father's Day," and "Another Walt Perryman SAGA." Yours truly shows "Should I Meditate" and "My Mind Doesn't Need A Cane."

An interesting article authored by Christopher Reburn is titled "What Happens in The First Minute After We Die?" Reburn, a longtime friend, is a popular Consultant, Medium, and Astrologist with many years experience.

Our authors have submitted some interesting columns for this month. Judith Kroll's is almost poetry, with her intense pleasure in observing the lovely area around her home. "On Trek" is the title of her column and it is like a journey.

Marilyn Carnell's "Sifoddling Along" muses on the changes that occur as the years slip by. A different viewpoint emerges with time, and one finds oneself with new reactions to even minor happenings.

Thomas F. O'Neill's "Introspective" is a veritable welcome to July and to the memories it evokes. Pauline Evanosky's column "Woo Woo" delves into changes we may feel we should make and offers some "How To" suggestions.

"Irish Eyes" by Dublin's Mattie Lennon reports on Ireland's annual Listowel's Writers' week that was just closing as our last issue was published.  He discusses some of the highlights and including two books that any writer should hail happily.  

Melinda Cohenour's column "Armchair Genealogy" has updates on the murder trial and sentencing that DNA played such a significant detector role on. She is also handling the cooking column since her husband Rod who was doing it passed away. The recipe for this month was based on our mother's and was mostly unwritten. Melinda worked to restore and share it in "Cooking with Rod's Family."

We can't close this column without expressing our love and gratitude to our webmaster and co-founder Michael L. Craner. We have known him for many years and his encouragement and caring never falters. Just must say "Thanks, Mike!"

We are looking forward to seeing everyone in August.  School will be the big news as it begins its Fall schedule.





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Cooking with Rod's Family

                                 

By Melinda Cohenour 

 

 

 

 Cooking with Rod's Family

 

 



 

 

It is now July and July can be hot, hot, hot! However, we also have those rather cool evenings when we're just flat out tired of sandwiches and salads. Those nights call for an easy to prepare, filling, and heart-warming meal that brings about memories of our youth and our Mom's delicious homemade soup! Here's my take on that priceless memorable meal ... with just a few of my own additions. Hope you enjoy!


                 Ms Loaded Baked Potato Soup


INGREDIENTS:
* 6 medium Potatoes
* 1 qt. Chicken Broth, use what you need to just cover your potatoes and add water as necessary. (See instructions but the chicken broth should make up most of the boiling liquid for the potatoes)
* 2 cans (10.5 oz. each) Cream of celery soup
* Small amount of margarine or butter to saute celery
* 5 stalks fresh celery, de-stringed, and cut in thin slices. Make half moons of the larger base stalks to keep a uniform size. Saute in small amount of butter until just tender. Add to potatoes as they boil and simmer to continue cooking and imparting their flavor 
* 8 oz. brick Cheddar cheese grated fresh
* 1/2 lb bacon, crisply cooked, drained, and crumbled 
* 1 bunch Fresh green onions, washed, roots and any wilted leaves removed before dicing
* 1 cup Milk (more if needed. See below)

INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Prepare the potatoes. Wash, peel, slice in circles (about 1/4" - as thick as your little finger). Cut those circles into 4 pieces. Put in the pot you plan to make soup in.

Add enough chicken broth to just cover the potatoes. Add a little water on top. About a cup or so. Put on medium high heat until it starts to boil. Turn heat down a little to let it simmer. 

Check every so often to make sure the potatoes are not sticking to the bottom and scorching. That would ruin the whole meal. If liquid is getting too low, add more water.

When a fork stuck in a potato goes in REAL EASY the potatoes are done. They should actually start getting mushy and the liquid thick. If you wish you can mash A FEW of the potatoes. RETAIN ALL THE LIQUID. That is the base of your soup.

2. Add cans of cream of celery soup. Rinse out each can with a small amount of milk. Stir well.

Once it's heated through, check how thick it is. Add milk to thin if necessary. 

3. Just before serving add cheese and stir. (Save a small amount of cheese and bacon and green onions to garnish the bowls before serving. It doesn't take much to make it pretty.)

4. Stir in balance of bacon and green onions and stir. Give it a very few minutes for the added goodies to heat. If too thick, add milk and stir well to heat but not allow scorching 

Serve with crackers or a crisp bread. Salad is always good with soup and the beverage of your choice. 

Bon appetit ~~!

 




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Irish Eyes



By Mattie Lennon
 
 
 
QUILT, APHANTASIA AND THE MULTITALENTED MAN FROM MOYVANE  
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 The closing of Listowel Writers’ week was too close to the deadline for the May/June Pencilstubs for me to give you much information about that wonderful festival.

Quilt, a novel, by acclaimed writer/ playwright and Listowel native Tony Guerin was launched on May30th.   Quilt is set in the fictional village of Kilinver, it is a  novel in which  stories, feelings and prejudices stretch across several generations.  One character is Nell Burrows and her long-standing resentment of poet Pete Crotty.  Revenge at its best . . . or worst.

It is published by JM Agency www.jm.agency.  The publisher worked through every stage of the journey with the author Tony Guerin, including editorial development, design, production and marketing.    One of Listowel’s favourite literary sons and contemporary voices has managed to get inside the head of each one of the characters in this 45 chapter 710 page novel including Nell Burrow’s dog, Blue. Using a type of Kerry Stream of consciousness he successfully passes the result on to the reader.   Dublin native and award-winning author Christine Dwyer Hickey describes this treasure as, “‘a melody of varying colours and shades of diamonds, some stitched with threads of gold, others with barbed wire”

Beckett said, “Mr Joyce puts everything in, I leave everything out.” I think Tony Guerin falls somewhere between the two.

What would either or both think of him  and what  would Omar Khayyam think of Lowry from Kilinver sketching his poetry in English and Irish for adults and for children insides of about seventy Gold Flake boxes, “near enough the full-full-stretch of Rubaiyat  . . . in its intricate imagery”?



Don’t miss Quilt.

 
A Natural Variation in Some Human Beings.

Imagine you’re hungry and trying spuds with cabbage and bacon in your mind but—surprise!—there’s just a void where your imagination should be. There are people who can’t.

I’m sure you have met at least one person who, when told that a nut should be turned anti-clockwise, will put a lot of effort to turn it the opposite way and tighten it further.

Usually it would be pointless to ask such a person to visualise the Sydney Opera House, Mount Brandon or a beautiful blonde beside the Blessington Lakes... Such a person is unable to voluntarily create mental images in their mind’s eye. 

Just imagine if you were trying to picture any one of the above in your mind’s eye but—surprise!—there’s just a void where your imagination should be. There are people who can’t because they have a condition- and I have just discovered the word for it,- it’s Aphantasia.   It’s a condition where the “mind’s eye” is on permanent vacation. Now, mix that with the famously vivid storytelling tradition of the Irish, and you’re in for a curious clash of cultures.

We, the inhabitants of this green and misty island, are renowned for our ability to paint pictures with words. We don’t just tell you about a sunset; no, we practically make you taste the salty sea breeze and feel the peat smoke in the air. But what if someone with Aphantasia tries to keep up?        The Irish storyteller begins,    “And the hills were as green as the shamrocks in spring…” Meanwhile, the Aphantasic person sits silently, thinking, “So… green? Like, exactly how green? And what kind of hill are we talking about here?”

In a land where imagining the leprechaun’s pot of gold or the shape of the dancing Riverdance is practically a national sport, Aphantasia is like being asked to describe Dublin’s fair city without ever having seen a map. For the Irish Aphantasic, hearing a poetic description might feel like trying to follow the plot of a soap opera with half the characters missing and the rest speaking in riddles.

On the bright side, the Irish with Aphantasia never have to worry about nightmares of banshees or phantom hounds. The ghost stories are endless, but the images? Utterly blank. It’s like a comforting mental pub where the imagination stays quiet, nursing a pint of reality.

And the good news is that according to the experts this condition is considered a medical one, a disease or disability. We are asked to think of it as a natural variation in some human beings. And we are warned that while, “Mental imagery is a visual form of memory, and memory is of course required in various types of learning. However, what we need to be wary of is the inference that because ability A (creating mental images) can enhance ability B (reading comprehension) then the absence of ability A is likely to lead to the absence of ability B. As we know, this is simply not always the case in learning. For example, reading sheet music might aid your ability to learn to play the piano, however, not being able to read sheet music does not mean you will not be able to learn to play the piano.”

So here’s to the Irish and our remarkable minds—whether we paint vivid mental murals or prefer a blank canvas. After all, sometimes the best stories are the ones we share, not just see.

Sláinte to the imaginations we have, and the ones we don’t!



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THE MULTI-TALENTED MAN FROM MOYVANE.

Declan Kiberd, Mary Kennelly, Bernard O’ Donoghue, Gyozo Ferencz, Tom Hubbard, James J. Kennelly, Jo Slade, Eilis Ni Dhuibhne, Paddy Bushe, Micheál DeMordha, Alan Titley

 
 Gabriel Book Cover
 
Did you ever think you would find the work of those eleven literary luminaries from Ireland, Scotland, Hungary and the USA between the covers of the same book? I thought not. Well new you’ll have it. Gabriel Fitzmaurice. The Poet and His Work edited by Jessie Lendennie and published by Salmon was also launched at Listowel Writers’ Week. And the aforementioned eleven, between them, cover every aspect of Gabriel Fitzmaurice who has, among other things, published more than sixty books. His poetry in English and Irish for adults and for children and his translations from the Irish are all covered.  Details from Kerry Writers Museum, kerrywritersmuseum@gmail.com

The late Fred John Johnston summed up Gabriel with brevity, “poetry’s answer to John B. Keane.”

See you in August.
 




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Woo Woo

 

 

By Pauline Evanosky

 

Never Look Back - July, 2026 

 


Regret is a sorry state of affairs. Sure, you could have turned left 27 years ago, and life might have been different for you, but if you keep looking back to that moment that happened so long ago, you’re not moving forward, are you?

It’s how people get stuck in ruts. Being stuck in a rut is not a fun place to be. You know why? Because you don’t always realize you’re in a rut until something happens to cause you to realize it.

It’s like catching a glimpse of yourself in a mirror and realizing that you’re going gray. Were you to count them, you’d have about 50 gray hairs on your head. How come nobody said anything? It’s because it was a gradual thing. Upon realizing this, you either buy some hair dye (doing it at the hairdresser's will set you back a good $120. Ask me how I know.) or you could buy a hat. There is no way you can stop being gray, unless, of course, you start shaving your head. Barring that drastic turn of events, you might eventually just decide to live with your gray hair. By the time you notice it again, there are just too many hairs to count. There’s nothing worse than regretting the days of your youth. I should know, I’m 70 years old, and that gray hair of mine? It’s starting to turn white in places.

It's like being depressed. If you’re depressed, either get some therapy, because I’d say you need a tune-up, or get a prescription from your doctor. Not the best idea in the world, but then, everybody is different, and sometimes conditions can only be treated that way. What I do is write. It’s helped me for many years. The other thing you could do if you find yourself stalled is learn to move forward in life.

How do you do that?

Well, one thing you could do is learn to practice patience. By the way, none of this is something that is either automatic or a fix-all. You are a continuous work in progress, and learning patience takes many years. A hint would be to start being patient with yourself. Then, as you do that, you can move out and be patient with senior drivers, with people who rush through grocery stores, with people who are idiots (I’m still working on that one). There is no solution out there that can promise that if you do everything they recommend, you will be patient in six months. It just doesn’t work that way.

I remember the time when I realized I was learning how to be patient. I was at the grocery store. The place was crowded with customers, and somehow, they all ended up wanting to check out at the same time. There was only one cashier on duty. She looked to be new and was having some sort of problem. I could tell she was frightened and trying not to panic. Like a bunch of piranhas scenting blood, a few people in line began to grumble. Then, more chimed in. It really was like observing a piranha feeding frenzy. It was also contagious because, as the seconds ticked by, more and more shoppers started grumbling and complaining. I realized I was not concerned either about the wait or about the people in the store. I could only think I was being patient. 

Is that the only thing you can work on? No. I’d recommend that you work on all sorts of things all at the same time. Which do you choose first? I’d say the one that is most irritating to you, the one that makes you sad, the one you can’t ignore. Accepting people who act like idiots is always a good choice. 
Remember, you cannot change anyone else in the world, but you can change yourself. So, get started.

What if you say you are happy being you just the way you are? Let me ask you: did you ever have a dream years ago to do something, and then give it up? 

What if you wanted to be a ballerina and you stopped because somebody told you that you weren’t tall enough or your neck wasn’t long enough? Phooey on that. Be as involved in being a ballerina as you can be. Eventually, physically, I’d say you’d have trouble performing as a ballerina, but you could always promote the idea. You could teach a class. You could tutor somebody. You could write a book. You could have a YouTube channel and just talk about it. There are others interested in the same way you are who would be interested in what you have to say.

I’ve always operated on the premise that the people who want to listen to me will find me. And that one, folks, does take patience. 

So, you don’t have to give up dreams. You only have to adjust them somewhat.

Learn something new. Learn a new language. Learn a few exercises to keep you fit and your muscles strong. Take a walk. 
Learn how to draw. Draw small things. You don’t need to draw a three-foot-tall portrait or a landscape until you’re ready for something like that. Draw balls. Draw rectangles. Put shadows in the pictures. Start drawing puppies, cats, or birds. Draw fruit and vegetables. Find a photograph, or take your own, and copy it.  Draw it.

Be your own cruise director. Find some things to do that appeal to you. 

The thing is that whatever you learn with any of those hobbies or pastimes is going to affect everything you do. 

You wonder how drawing will help you work in an office. Well, for one thing, drawing will have taught you what is spatially pleasing to the eye. 

If people complain about there not being enough room in the office, you might help with that. That people are always running into each other and creating bottlenecks, even though you are not specifically trained in workspace design, you could take a pretty good stab at it and redecorate your office, improving the quality of workdays for everyone. Hint: get something to heat water or make coffee. Get some plants in to help lift spirits. 

You could even establish a quick five-minute workout for everyone to do at their desks. Signal workout routines, or meditative breaks, by ringing a bell. Everyone would hear the bell and know that in a few minutes, a break would happen. That way, they could wind up a phone call or even finish an email. Or, instead of taking a break at their desks, you could gather out on the lawn or in a break room, and others who do not want to participate can continue working at their desks.

Learn a little Feng Shui, for instance, when you walk in a door, the money corner is the farthest left-hand corner of the room. If it is a dismal corner, that’s where you can put a plant. Or, putting a mirror at eye level on the wall behind a stove is a sure-fire way to cook better meals. I mean, if the cook can see you coming up behind them, they aren’t going to be startled. We wouldn’t want to frighten the cook and ruin the night’s meal.

Thanks for reading. I know I wasn’t entirely concentrated on the WooWoo this month, but it did speak to something near and dear to my heart. How to help people be happier.

Love,
Pauline 

 

  



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Armchair Genealogy

 

 By Melinda Cohenour

 

 

 Armchair Genealogy - Sentenced! LISK

 

          

Rex Allen Heuermann appeared in court June 17, 2026. His appearance was an event awaited impatiently by those of us who have followed the Gilgo Beach Serial Killer case for more than a decade now. And, the shock value of his appearance did not disappoint. But, more about that later. 

First, let's set the stage for readers unfamiliar with the subject.  

As promised, this column documents the latest legal twist in Rex Heuermann's arrest and investigatory results into his actions as the suspected perpetrator of the deaths of multiple women in the case known as the Gilgo Beach Serial Killer. 

To fully appreciate the historic importance of this case, it is essential to provide readers as yet unversed in the matter with a timeline of events. This case is notorious for the length of time it has taken to apprehend the man monster central to the horrific events. 

In order to fully comprehend the causative factors creating the interminable length of time between discovery of the Gilgo Four, the interrupted investigation, and the ultimate surprise revealed in the most recent Court date, a history must be iterated. 

Many of these events have been published in prior columns of Armchair Genealogy. A crime focused column? Oh, by no means. But as a result of your author's insatiable curiosity about DNA and how it may be utilized in genealogical research, one key area has involved the advances in processing genetic traces. First, we explored the case of the Golden State Killer. Fascinating. 

But our interest in the Gilgo Beach Serial Killer case (also known as the LISK, Long Island Serial Killer case) arose years ago when coverage of National news reported the search for a missing woman who had made a series of 911 calls. Hysterical, breathless, a woman begging for help and repeating. "Someone is after me. They want to kill me." That woman was Shannan Gilbert. Her first 911 call was made just after 5:00 a.m. from a fashionable, gated community East of Gilgo Beach named Oak Beach. Shannan had fled a client's home and would seek safety in at least two neighboring domiciles before becoming lost. The date was May 1, 2010.

Thus began what became an extensive search but began as a rather ineffective visit by local police. The accusation that stalled the first efforts? The woman was a sex worker, a common prostitute with a history of drug use. Her driver/protector a man of Oriental heritage, last name Pak, had attempted to calm her. To get in his car. To let him return her to New York and assuage the temper and "confusion" of her John. 

What made this matter the beginning of a serial murder case that promises to go down in crime annals as the most convoluted in history was the stubborn persistence of Shannan's mother, Mari Gilbert, to keep her name and the search for her in the news and before the police as a demand for equal dignity. FIND MY DAUGHTER was the demand not voiced so rudely but clearly the intent behind every trip to the police station and every contact to any news media: television, radio, journal, magazine, or podcast. Mari would not relent. She was (and Shannan's case remains his focus) represented by an eccentric but meticulous attorney named John Ray. 

Let's begin the path of events that culminated in the June 17, 2026 court hearing most recently splashed on all media. More about that ... Later in this report.

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It's 1979 and a teenaged boy is found dead, choked to death by rocks, stones, grit and marbles forcibly stuffed into his mouth. Four local youths are suspected of the murderous assault. They're suspected of neighborhood thefts and mischief. But, hey! The local constabulary has an outstanding 96% maybe 98% CONFESSION rate. They'll wrap this up quickly, gaining more rep and political glory for young Assistant DA Tom Spota. 

Of course, any knowledgeable law enforcement professional will attest to the improbability ... Nay, imPOSSibility ... of that high a rate. Undoubtedly, some rubber hose interrogations are taking place. Right? 

Just as the parents of the four accused begin questioning the thin confession behind the arrests, a stalwart young man comes forward. He has a remarkable school grade average, no troubled history, clean, neat and a neighborhood kid familiar with the four accused. His name? James Charles Burke. He aspires to become a cop and is willing to testify against the four. Tom Spota accepts. The four are convicted (their convictions later overturned). Spota is impressed with young Burke. A storied relationship has begun. 

Years pass. Spota advances politically.  James Burke attains his desire. He becomes a New York policeman in the 1980's. He enjoys a decent salary, but like most New York cops he has heard of the amazing disparity in the salaries of the lucky guys who get hired in nearby Suffolk County. (Rumors say today's Suffolk County detective makes like $350,000 annually and goes on to retire with a lifetime pension! Even 40 years ago the salary would be impressive.) Burke gets hired in Suffolk County some time later in 1980. 

Tom Spota was elected District Attorney of Suffolk County and in 2002 hired James Burke to become head of the DA's Detective squad. (Spota is Burke's "rabbi," his "hook," the guy pulling strings as needed for his Star Witness of so many years ago.) But Burke has developed some not so clean affinities: a reputation for drink and drugs, and illicit fraternity with local prostitutes. He's even "lost his police-issued gun" a couple times. Once it was found in the possession of a local prostitute with whom Burke is reported to have engaged in sexual acts in his patrol car! No. Young clean, smart Burke has not aged well. A report is made to Internal Affairs that Burke needs investigating. Somehow, nothing comes of it.

December 11, 2010, young K9 Officer John Mallia and his cadaver dog Blue, a German Shepherd, engaged in a search for Shannan Gilbert along Ocean Parkway, the road leading from Oak Beach where she was last known to be seen. Blue detects the scent of decomposition and leads Officer Mallia to a body wrapped in burlap, printed specifically for hunters' use in brushy, briar filled locales. It is not Shannan Gilbert but Melissa Barthelemy. Over the next two days searchers find three more sets of remains in close proximity. They are later identified as Megan Waterman, Amber Lynn Costello, and Maureen Brainard-Barnes. They would become known as the Gilgo Four. 

Subsequent searches would result in the location of both skeletonized and partial sets of remains of ten victims along that lonely, dense, forbidding stretch of brush. One set of remains extends westward into the area of Gilgo Beach that lay within Nassau County. Immediately, law enforcement professionals from both counties and the FBI begin investigating what is clearly apparent as the dumping ground of a prolific serial killer.

In 2012, in the midst of the Gilgo Beach Serial Killer investigation, James Burke is named Chief of Police even though documents show an anonymous report by several members of the department  recommending he not be appointed and listing the accusations mentioned above. Tom Spota, however, strongly backed his boy Burke to newly elected County Executive Steve Bellone, a move that would elevate Burke to Chief from his civil service rank of sergeant (albeit with 10 years heading up Spota's DA detective squad). The warning was dismissed. Burke made the leap. 

Burke, remarkably, kicks the FBI off the case. He methodically begins removing key, seasoned detectives from their positions and does not order debriefings! No shown loyalty to Chief Burke? As Yogi Berra would say, "You're outta here!"

In May of 2013, however, the hornet's nest gets struck. Burke is arrested in connection with the arrest of Charles Loeb, common thief and drug addict, who broke into Burke's police car and stole his duffel bag. Within that bag, Burke had secreted drugs, porn films, sex toys and proof of many of the allegations made before his naming as Chief. Burke and several of his loyal officers took part in extended, hours long beating of Loeb in an attempt to quiet his allegations. It did not work. Subsequent occurrences resulted in charges for the beating, coercion of witnesses, and for the cover-up engaged in by Burke and his rabbi, Tom Spota. Federal charges resulted in prison time for both. 

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The momentum in the investigation of the Gilgo Beach Serial Killer does not just slow, it stops.  Nothing is heard about the case for years - almost a decade - other than an occasional inquiry posed to one of the many investigative reporters who followed the case vigorously before ... 

Before Mari Gilbert was dead. Killed ironically by her remaining daughter, Shari, who experienced what the investigation would conclude was a heartbreaking psychotic break. She called her mother for help and when Mari arrived, she stabbed her to death. 

Before the law enforcement professionals who had poured their efforts into the case for several years were without a leader, their department disgraced (guilt by association in most cases) by the stupendous federal indictments, trials and convictions of Burke and Spota. 

And before the later events leading up to the recent shocking court appearance ...

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The conclusion - to date - of this story will be exposed in next month's column. Hope to see you here.
  

 



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Introspective

 

By Thomas F. O'Neill

 

 

Goodbye, June, and Hello, July.  

 

 


Well, the month of June has passed us by, and the month of July is now upon us. 


July symbolizes true ambition; if you have ambitious goals, this month will bring you closer to what you truly desire, and that will accentuate your inner power. Good things will take time to manifest this month, but this is your chance to make July a greater source of inspiration. If you believe in your inner power, all your potential will manifest for all to see.


If you were born in July, this is even greater because your life is full of opportunities. Equally, you have no excuses not to become successful because you can inspire yourself to become the person you ought to be. 

Can you guess which one is me?


The Shenandoah, PA, -- Little League Baseball Champions of 1972



          Happy 250th Anniversary, America  

There have been many great love stories written throughout the world, but for me, the greatest love stories have been written to express the love for our nation. Over America's 250-year history, many have traveled to our land with dreams and aspirations for a better life and better opportunities. 

 The history of our nation, built not just by our founding fathers but by the dreams, sacrifices, and resilience of generations of immigrants, is indeed one of the most enduring love stories ever written. It is a collective narrative shaped by the tangible hope for freedom and, most importantly, a better future for succeeding generations.  




Always with love

Thomas F O'Neill 

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Sifoddling Along

By Marilyn Carnell





Some Assembly Required

 

 

 

 Throughout life getting dressed for the day comes in stages of difficulty. Babies require little thought about wardrobe planning. At least all of the parts function. On a hot summer day, a diaper will suffice. On cool days a gown or “Onesy” plus a blanket is added.

 Preschoolers like to dictate their choices and drive their Moms nuts with odd combinations like flowers with plaids as they learn to assert their own points of view and increasing independence.

 Once in school it is simple again. Dress like everyone else of your gender. In my day, that meant black and white saddle shoes and if possible, a poodle skirt with crinolines to fluff it up.

College gear varies with the school chosen – it maybe mirroring other students or choosing all black goth attire to visually say, “I am different – I suffer for my art” or some hoped for message of angst.

In the working years there are new choices – reflect the norm, or to hopefully dress like those above on the career ladder.

Retirees seem to dress for comfort and ease of assembly.

Old age brings new issues. Clothing must be easily donned, but more importantly, we come  to realize we have become more and more like an IKEA kit with a missing Allen wrench  – some  assembly is required before we can even consider clothing. Glasses are now familiar, compression stockings are common, hearing aids are almost inevitable and in many cases dentures are essential. 

These extra steps to prepare for daily life don’t happen overnight, but it is a shock to realize we have become bionic creatures that have missing functional parts that require connection to make the whole thing work.




On Trek

 

 By Judith Kroll

 

 

 

 

 

 

What could we focus on more in these days of mixed emotions? I don't even know what to trust on the news anymore?  Who is lying and why would they? I decided for myself, I am going to move my focus on the planet we live in.

The animals, the forests, mountains, rivers and lakes and oceans. The beautiful happy birds who come daily. Wee ones and bigger ones. The raccoons, squirrels,  deer, rabbits, ..The sun, and rain, the leaves on the trees. 

I watch the clouds on the blue background, and the sun shines through the clouds.  Images are shown daily in the clouds.  It is like a drive in movie, from my living room. The fresh mountain air we breathe, and the smells from the wild and domestic flowers.

And it is all FREE.  The green grass is a perfect carpet, with sprinkled flowers all around.  I can go on and on. Everyday no matter the weather, they are our companions in the forests. The trees wave in the wind.  There is beauty on this planet all over the world.  We just need to take the time to focus on it all. 

A Rainbow after a rain, with streaks of sunlight, and drops of water hanging on leaves is remarkable.  Everything shines and glistens and glows.

Watch an ant cross your path.  They are focused on doing their job.  They all matter.  We all matter. A cloud image of a little calf just floated by.  I swore the other day I saw some of my pet doggies..floating by, saying HI. 

Love never stops. It is always surrounding us.  Take the time to feel it, touch it, hear it, smell it, and love it back.


Love, Judith   

 



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What Happens in the First Minute After We Die?

                                By Christopher Reburn
 

 

Of all the spiritual questions people ask me, “What happens in the first minute after we die?” ranks near the top. Not a year later. Not in eternity. The first minute. That urgency reveals something: we don’t fear death in the abstract. We fear the threshold — the moment consciousness leaves the body, when everything we know either ends, continues, or transforms.

Science can track what happens to the body: the heart stops, the brain goes quiet, cells begin to shut down. But it can’t follow consciousness past the flatline. That’s where spirituality steps in. Across cultures, the intuition is nearly universal. From Tibetan teachings on the bardo, to Christian accounts of heaven, to Indigenous ancestor traditions, the consensus is clear: minute one isn’t nothingness. It’s transition.

Christian theology is blunt — “to be absent from the body is to be present with the Lord.” No waiting room. The moment of death is the moment of arrival. Eastern traditions describe the chikhai bardo, a clear light that appears as the senses dissolve. Recognizing it can mean liberation; missing it means another cycle of rebirth. Secular-spiritual views often frame it as energy shifting state: the body stops, but the you that was never just the body doesn’t.

Near-death research adds another layer. Thousands of accounts describe the same first-minute pattern: separation from the body, 360-degree awareness, overwhelming peace, and a life review that feels like total understanding. Skeptics call it brain chemistry. Those who’ve lived it call it more real than life itself.

We fixate on minute one because it’s the moment of truth. If consciousness continues, then nothing after death is theoretical. If it doesn’t, then nothing before death ultimately mattered. We ask it because no one comes back with a timestamp, and that unknowing is intolerable.

Maybe the point isn’t to get a definitive answer. Maybe it’s to live like the answer matters. If minute one is reunion, then love now. If it’s a clear light, then practice awareness now. If it’s merging with source, then drop the ego now. Every tradition agrees: death reveals what life was made of. The first minute after we die will be shaped by the minutes we’re in right now.

 



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My Mind Doesn't Need A Cane

  By Mary E. Adair 

 
My mind doesn't need a cane,
Which is all to the good I believe -
Like the runny-nosed child with a hanky
Doesn't have to rely on his sleeve.

The energy that flows through my brain
Doesn't quite make it down to my feet
So things that I think of doing while sitting
Are a challenge when I rise from my seat.

My mind is quite active choosing me tasks
That my body is reluctant to attempt
But the thought is there urging me onward
To chores from which I should be exempt

For instance the chain saw floats in my thoughts
And it would work wonders on all those tree sprouts
But even lifting the case where it resides
Floods my muscles with quivering doubts.

The numerous chores numerically listed
In my mind's columns that remain numberless
Make just lining up tools to attack them
Define the actual state of encumberness

So I send my dreams dancing into the past
To scenes where I could accomplish with ease
The exact difficulties troubling me now
That cannot be done at all, with my knees.

Bodily impairments just appear with age
Is the comfortless answer from my doctor's lips
Easy for him to casually state
While I try to cope with my unstable hips.

Oh where is the fairy godmother of those tales
Who with a wave from her magic wand could cure
Whatever ailment or disillusioned sad fate
One believed they were destined to endure?

Yet, my mind is nimble and finds some answers
To each of my worrisome queries
And counsels me wisely how to do it myself
Without aid from godmothers or fairies.

Slowly and carefully is the pace for me today
Which yesterday teemed with activities
Horseback riding, water skiing, running for miles,
Are no longer my choice or proclivities.

Now my tendency is to soothe my cabin-fevered mind
With kind, happy forever after family together scenes
That the moguls of Hollywood have conveniently filled,
Or the similar ebooks, with heroes in tuxedos or jeans.

Rather than actually running around to each store
My days are spent fingering computer keys
Browsing the worldwide shopping is so easy
And helps alleviate my desire for activities.

One need not buy when shopping online is the rule
But yearning is awakened that makes it so easy
That one must keep their mind's impulses at bay
Lest the click here to buy makes the banker queasy.

So nimble the mind, so active the thoughts
That fly through time and space and question why -
Are still welcome to explore the life that I live
And hopefully shall, until the day that I die.

©November23, 2019 Mary E. Adair

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Another Walt Perryman SAGA

 By Walt Perryman


Have any of you men ever thought you could be a Plummer 
Well, I decided I would re-do my bathroom this summer!

Can you guess what I have been doing for the last 3 weeks?
After all of the plumbing I had done and I’m still fixing leaks.

I know someone is thinking that the leaks were made by me,
What I believe is that I was using a bunch of old rotten PVC.

Therefore, I was tired and I thought I had done all that I can,
So, yesterday I gave up and called a real Plumbing man!

On second thought the leaks were no fault of mine.
They were caused by old PVC and my friend, Tom Kline.

6/16/2026    Walt Perryman  

 



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Cloudy

  By M. Jay Mansfield


It`s partly cloudy with 100% chance of falling for you
My heart beats wildly it`s too late you see
I knew I would and long ago you knew it too
No matter what it is we thought I`d be
It was always gonna be me falling for you

it`s a beautiful cloudy day
and through it all here I stand
and they say I should be on my way
but the truth is I am still the same man
and so here it is I`ll stay

soaking up each sweet ray
Your love shining gently on me
tomorrow today and yesterday
that sweetness in your eyes I can always see
I will always beside you stand or lay

It`s Partly cloudy and I fell 100% for you
your gentle touches on my soul
But you knew I would because you felt it too
sometimes it scares you to be so bold
But no matter what the problem the Love is true

It`s partly cloudy and I fell for you
wrapped in your sweet embrace
I Love you and there is nothing else I`d rather do
looking into your beautiful face
because you feel it and I feel it too

©11-8-2011          MJMansfield

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To My Best Friend

 By Mark Crocker

 

 I don’t think I have to say anything about this poem as it speaks it all. I lost my best friend that I have known for over twenty years. He was the grandfather to my daughter and now my world seems some what dimmer without him around.


My best friend I miss you so.
Words I should have said as you neared your end.
Yet I did not say them.
So now regret fills my heart.
I knew you twenty-one years.
You gave me advice when I needed it so.
At times you were a shoulder to cry on.
At other times a boot up the ass to get me moving.
We laughed together as best friends do.
We had our fights yet always remained friends.
You were my best friend I ever had.
I wish the battle with cancer you had won.
But in the end you had to go.
I know each day hurt so much.
Yet you remained you until almost the end.
I just wish I could of seen you one last time to say farewell.
You were the best friend I ever had.
I should have told you that I loved you so.
Yet I did not want to face the facts.
And now I wish I had said those simple words.
I was closer to you than I am to my own father.
You never judged me or put me down.
And now that you are gone my heart has one less light to love.
So I will say the words I should of said to you,
Dearest and best friend,
I miss you and love you.

In memory of Skip Allen who passed from this world on
Thursday 24th of November 2011.

©Saturday, November 26, 2011 Mark Crocker

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Oh Cedar

 By John I. Blair

 I have always loved the smell of pencils being sharpened, at least if they're made of cedar wood.


Tell me . . .
Do schoolrooms still smell
Of chalk dust, paste
And cedar shavings?

Or is this another
Memory of mine
That’s been laid waste?

I know the smell will yet include
That scent of little children
So loved by witches, wolves
And things that wait in wardrobes.

But in the schoolroom of my mind
I somehow felt
Safe from harm
Bell to bell.

Perchance
It was the cedar incense
Cast the charm.

So I’ll take my number twos,
My number ones,
Ticonderogas, Empires, Staedtlers,
Fabers, Monarchs, Dixons,
And sharpen them to needle tips

In hopes the fragrance
Thus produced
Still keeps the imps of hell
Out in the hall.

©2011 John I. Blair

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Men, This is Father’s Day

 By Walt Perryman
 

Everyone, today is your Father’s Day,
Show him you love him in some way. 

If your father’s alive tell him you love him so,
If he is not, he lives in your heart and will know.

All fathers love their kids there is no doubt,
And never want them to hurt or go without.

No one is perfect in this world, including you,
And sometimes fathers can make mistakes too.

Today, dwell on the good times you have had,
Don’t forget you wouldn’t be here without dad.

He probably still has enough cologne and stuff,
Just your words, “I love you dad”, is enough.

©6/22/2026    Walt Perryman

 



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Empty Without You

By Bruce Clifford

I wish we could see the light at the end of the tunnel.

I wish we could believe we weren’t trapped in a funnel.

If I could hold you once in my arms.

If I could show you I could do you no harm.

This life is so empty without you near.

 

I’m not blind to this world.

I’m so in love with you girl.

I always wish you could see.

You are my everything.

 

I want to believe that the best times are ahead of us.

I want to be free from this ocean that sits between the two of us.

If I could look straight into your eyes.

I know there would be no surprise.

This life is so empty without you near.

 

I’m not lost out at sea.

I’m not sure how things are supposed to be.

I’ve been so in love with you girl.

The most beautiful girl in the world.

 

This life is so empty without you near.

Losing my grip on believing is my darkest fear.

Life is so empty without you near.

As I always say to you, I wish you were here or I wish I was there.

 
©6/26/2026    Bruce Clifford  



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Extravagant Moon Poem

 By John I. Blair

 
I look there in the east
And see a brilliant glowing disk
Riding the horizon.

The mighty mountains of the moon
Make patterns on its face,
Lighting my imagination.

Is the moon a pagan beast?
A symbol of Selene?
A cast-off portion of the Earth?

On nights like this
I could consider all
As equally evocative.

Why choose,
Why limit,
Why take that risk?

©2017 John I. Blair, 11/10/2017

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To All of You Fathers

 By Walt Perryman


I wrote this for all of you fathers for Fathers Day, 
I hope this will help you in some good Godly way.

With computers, cell phones and all this new stuff,
Raising kids in this modern world can be tough.

A father’s job is to earn a living and be strong,
And to help teach his kids right from wrong.

You must be careful with what you say and do,
Because your kids are always watching you.

With the busy lifestyle that families live today,
The more you need Gods help along the way.

So, lower your head and pray to the Lord above,
Then talk to your kids and show them your love.

6/22/2026     Walt Perryman

 



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Golden Eyes

 
I’ve lived with many cats
Including this one nibbling at my thumb,
Her mottled fur just slightly coarse,
Round belly, rough tongue.

As I hold her, stroking her,
Looking in her golden eyes,
Listening to her chirping purr,
Feeling her softness on my skin,

I’m reminded of every
Golden-eyed, purring,
Pink tongued cat
I’ve ever held and stroked.

This one, no longer young,
Is unique, as she leans
Into my hand and talks to me
In words I understand.

©2019 John I. Blair, 11/27/2019 
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Should I Meditate

  

By Mary E. Adair

Should I meditate or play Suduko
Sometimes I really don't seem to know

Putting worries up on a mental shelf
Could give me some time unto myself

And storing them there 'til a later date
Leaving them there as long as they'll wait--

The main idea is to shut off the mind
With what's ahead of the thoughts behind

It's not illegal and might save my hide
For a moment, to let the chores slide

For taking a nap was my G'ma's way
To level things out, calm down her day

Adjust the attitude, brighten the thoughts
Instead of dwelling on all the 'noughts'

To establish as routine I can't do
To keep me steady and not so blue

Since work with numbers is my vocation
Sudoko's not a real vacation

I'll listen to the cd for awhile
And if I doze off, don't you dare smile

For maybe it's a ticket to a nap
To set my mind sailing through the gap

Between this old world and the other side
Where joy and peace are said to reside--

So then I'll come back fresh as a daisy--
Though you thought I was being lazy!

©Nov 30, 2009       Mary E. Adair

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Double Entendre

 By Bud Lemire


What is the meaning of this song?

You could be right, you could be wrong

The writer did that, so that you...

Could find your own meaning, that's true


The writer found meaning, in what they wrote

You may have a memory attached to it, with every note

Something that is different, but means a lot to you

We each know things, from our own point of view


They could be writing, about a lover or a close friend

It's all about, how and what you wish to comprehend

It's great, to let your imagination flow free

I do it often, and it means so very much to me


Everyone hears, or views things in a different way

It's all about, how you perceive it every day

Different views, different likes, different tastes too

Just like in a lifetime, it's different things we go through


I remember one singer, I believed every song

He came out recently, to tell his listeners we were wrong

The song could have had, a double entendre, or more

So you must be prepared, to open up every door


©June 15, 2026  Bud Lemire

                         Author Note:

They write about one thing, we thought they wrote

about something else. And someone else comes along

and thinks it's about something totally different. It's all

about how you take it, and how you see or hear it.   

 

 



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A Few Mysteries and Secrets of My Exciting Life


 By Walt Perryman

Whenever I shower, I wear my glasses too,
So, I can read which bottle is the shampoo.


How many ways can a fitted sheet not fit?
I lose count at four ways every time I do it.


When I wash socks, I put them in by the pair.
When I finish, I pull an odd number out of there.


I’ve tried to put my keys in the same place as before,
I lost two keys doing that, so I don’t do that anymore.


When I bend over to pick up something and I often do,
While I’m down, I look around for something else to do.


These are my own secrets, so why am I telling you?
Because I’ll bet that most of you do this stuff too!

©6/17/2026    Walt Perryman

 



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Knowing You

By Bruce Clifford

I wish we could see the light at the end of the tunnel.

I wish we could believe we weren’t trapped in a funnel.

If I could hold you once in my arms.

If I could show you I could do you no harm.

This life is so empty without you near.

 

I’m not blind to this world.

I’m so in love with you girl.

I always wish you could see.

You are my everything.

 

I want to believe that the best times are ahead of us.

I want to be free from this ocean that sits between the two of us.

If I could look straight into your eyes.

I know there would be no surprise.

This life is so empty without you near.

 

I’m not lost out at sea.

I’m not sure how things are supposed to be.

I’ve been so in love with you girl.

The most beautiful girl in the world.

 

This life is so empty without you near.

Losing my grip on believing is my darkest fear.

Life is so empty without you near.

As I always say to you, I wish you were here or I wish I was there.

 
©6/26/2026    Bruce Clifford


I wish we could see the light at the end of the tunnel.

I wish we could believe we weren’t trapped in a funnel.

If I could hold you once in my arms.

If I could show you I could do you no harm.

This life is so empty without you near.

 

I’m not blind to this world.

I’m so in love with you girl.

I always wish you could see.

You are my everything.

 

I want to believe that the best times are ahead of us.

I want to be free from this ocean that sits between the two of us.

If I could look straight into your eyes.

I know there would be no surprise.

This life is so empty without you near.

 

I’m not lost out at sea.

I’m not sure how things are supposed to be.

I’ve been so in love with you girl.

The most beautiful girl in the world.

 

This life is so empty without you near.

Losing my grip on believing is my darkest fear.

Life is so empty without you near.

As I always say to you, I wish you were here or I wish I was there.

 
©6/26/2026    Bruce Clifford

  



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